Yesterday did not end when I left work. We went to Mall of India in Noida. I did bowling and came in the middle. Had fun playing Asphalt on VR. Was a bit disappointed that there were no authentic arcade titles at the arcade. Took a few nice photos of the gaming laptop that has come in for review, the ROG STRIX G16. We skipped dinner, and had ice cream. I came home and picked up more beer, and slept through most of the day. Ordered some curd rice, idli, fresh juice and shikanji to rejeuvenate now.
Will prolly spend the evening gaming. It is getting really hot. I need to fix the power supplies in my house. The fan regulator is not working, the bedroom switchboard is fried, the bathroom switchboard is also fried. I barely use any lights at home. I dont have an air conditioner. I miss the comfort of home.
Maybe living in impoverished conditions does have an effect on my psyche. But sometimes I think I might actually be pretty comfortable. IDK. Will go to the balcony and think a bit. Hopefully there is some cool air.
It rained a bit in the evening, and I took a nap... right around the time I would not be allowed to sleep when I was younger. I just enjoy sleeping whenever I want to, and that is one of the benefits of living on your own. Even five years ago, I could easily have a half of bacardi every day and still go to work and be fine... but now, I think my capacity has come down drastically, I cannot even handle two beers without feeling too hungover the next day, despite drinking plenty of water. I guess I should be happy, but Id rather smoke...
Ive been getting drunk and hanging out on clubhouse. I don't want to do that too much, but it is still fun. For some reason I recognise that it is an unhealthy thing. But the thing is it is unhealthy also that I have no friends in Delhi, no one to chill with. I have to deal with social isolation in a graceful manner as I get older. :(
I had a dream that there was someone intruding in my house. Swapnil snuck up next to my bed, and the landlord's son walked in with a phone. I may have tried to hold on to them, to keep them from running away. I felt that they had come to steal something, or broken in in some way. I recognised it as a mild episode of sleep paralysis.
I went and got a nice head and back massage at the local saloon. The guy was playing old-timey songs, and I paid close attention to the whole routine, so that I can give a head massage to someone also. Dyutish gives good head massages, and I really need to go meet him.
I guess I will play some videogames for an hour now, then take another bath before hitting the sack. It will be the first time in many years maybe that Im having two baths in a day..
I am living without a geyser, a fan, an ac, lights... and many comforts. I should think about fixing it. There is an ISRO launch tomorrow and I need to wake up at 5:30. I plan to sleep wake, cover the launch, then go back to sleep.