About Today

 Have about an hour left before my shift ends, and my work is done. Today I felt bad throughout the day for behaving a bit like an asshole after drinking yesterday. I actually said something in a group to an irritating shady guy that I wanted to say for years. Then I posted a rant against Microsoft scamming users by aggressively filling out OneDrive space, when it does not work as intended, especially with Clip Champ. Everything is uploaded into the cloud, but not downloaded on new machines. I did nothing wrong, and said what I wanted to, but what struck me was that I did not want to spend my life being an asshole. 

Also I hung out on clubhouse for a while was fun. New quest started in WWO, Yuna cancelled a quest she started by mistake, but got most gold refunded for that, so no problem. BetaMom is MIA since last September. Hope everything is fine there. 

The thing is, I am hard and direct that way with everyone, my parents, my colleagues and my friends. If I were to be buried instead of being cremated, I imagine the gravestone would read 'This guy spent his life complaining'. I am just dissatisfied with everything around me... so I have resolved to just grin and bear it, keep my comments to myself or this blog, and try to be positive and uplifting. I tried to have some fun today, which was successful. Made Akshit and Pragya lob a paper ball at Roheen, on the count of three, but I did not throw it. Nakshab scolded Akshit for that, which was fun. Roheen was engrossed in some work and did not understand what happened. 

There are small preferences that make us all do our own things. Akshit does not like the Sun, while I like it. Smoking is not allowed in the office canteen between 12:00 and 16:00 hours IST, but Akshit does not care about that, while I follow it religiously. So for one smoke, I went down while he went to the canteen. For another one, we found a spot where he could stand in the shade while I caught the Sun. For a third one, the heat was oppressive so we both found the Shade. The kid, Ahsan wanted to slowly sit in the canteen and drink coffee by mixing it in a glass glass. We wanted to go outside, which we did. I feel bad when other people have to compromise as well. 

I guess it is time to play Pile Up! for about 50 mins before I get to leave.